God is dead and we are HIS murderers.

try to imagine this: you lie, you cheat, you focus on yourself, you disobey... and a lot more others. there are almost trillions of 'YOU' in this world. In every single mistake that we commit.. God weeps have you ever imagine how much tears did He shed because we failed to please him? Trillions of people doing the same thing for over 2000 years including those frequency of time we have commited sins.. do you think He can manage that? For all the weeping He had experience long before you ,another you, was born..For all the hardships.. there is really a possibility for him to die. NOW.. IF you really love Him... will you continue killin him all over again? Or you stand up for him and make HIM live.. -hayy i really like philosophy ST: sir mara

it doesn't ease the pain..

generic name: mefenamic acid
name for me : damn drug
how can a pain reliever ruin my day. look. i just want to ease the pain I am feling down there..I never want my eyes to be affected..again! hinding hindi na talaga ako iinom ng pain reliever! it's name doesn't apply to me.. it just gives me allergic reactions.

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wasn't able to take theology quiz. wasn't able to pass my ics1 rp. missed mr.yap's trashtalks
boredom. inflammed eyes. loss of appetite.
some of the aftermaths Ive gone through.. because of the not-so-pain-relieving- drug.

elevator part two

elevator sucks.

stairs going up to 5th floor sucks more.

working scholar lang daw ang pwede.

wt!?

bakit sila lang ba ang napapagod at namamatya pag umaakyat

stairs??

c'mon guys. unfair.

elevator..(bow)

july 20,2010..

oyess..

nkasakay kmi sa elevator for the very first time..and its so memorable.

elevator?

anu bang meron sa elevator?

eh meron namang hagdan..

tao nga naman! hayy!

haha...ok continuation next session.

mis ko na ung LIFE ko. super.

:(

i love you

i hate it when..

I have done every little thing just to come back with my old self tapos biglang may dadating na tao para ibalik ako. back to zero. here I am again..hahanapin ko na naman si precious. wish i could still find her.

to-do list..

my To-do list:

• philo-review
• theo-homework (ohyess)
• tarp design- youth rev?? and for anniv?? (not sure)
• frame design for anniv give aways
• video presentation
• concept for bulletin board
• english -due on wedenesday
• repent
• repent
• repent

that's all for now..

dear Lord,

help me finish all the listings here..

may it be for your glory and not for mine..

work on me..work with me..and let me work for you

Amen.

freshmen recollection

after the campus tour.. we had the "recollection" the next day.. *answered prayer* - because the night before the said event I was struggling..and I'm super duper down..I prayed for a thing,event or even a person that can change the way I think or even the way I feel..and the others are history..so that's it Thank you FATHER..

maraming masakit sa mundo XD

yesterday: july6,2010 masakit palang mag-avocado kapag nag-isaw,nag-tokneneng,nag-sarsi,nag-inihaw na dugo,nag-mcfloat at nag-tapsilog kana. swear. :)
today:july7,2010 masakit mag assume. masakit makita ung pinakamalaking sakit sa buhay mo. masakit maglakad papunta sa main bldg galing sa lover's lane,lipat sa ust hospital, and end up with engineering bldg para lang maglanas ng sama ng loob. masakit kapag pagbalik mo sa lover's lane eh wala na doon ung mga kasamahan mo. masakit magpunta sa 4thfloor nursing auditorium kapag galing sa lover's lane katangahaliang tapat. masakit kapag masakit na nga yung tummy mo pupunta kapa sa ministop para kumain ng noodles dahil umulan.

BAD day. please Lord..GV nmn sana bkas..
i love you. goodnight creatures.

right now..at this very moment..I am...

I am facing the screen..typing..searching for words that can exactly describe what's inside me.

tama nga si Sir Mara.

here on earth..we are made to suffer.

(ooppss..im just kiddin)

ok let's do it random :)

kaninang umaga..i was already at the lrt station..headed upstairs..

suddenly..a thought popped out on my head..as you can see there's this stairs and escalators way up the area where the train pick up/drop the passengers.

Life is a matter of choice nga.

have you ever wondered about why some people choose escalators instead of stairs?

they maybe of different reasons..but still the bottomline..it's their choice.

so hindi rin natin masisi yung ibang tao..

about their choices..

there's a FREEWILL given to us right?

unfortunately not all were given the gift of WISDOM..

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july 7, 2010

campus tour

excited? not really :)

"campus tour" is just one of my hobby in UST..when my feet drags me away from home :D

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ICS^

you never failed to amuse me..

up until now..or should I say..at this early..

we were emailed a lot of workloads.

haha. that's fun.

and I'm lying right now :D

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why is it that when someone learns about that you

had this 2-year relationship with your

"boyfriend-turned-ex"..they would stare you with that

oh-so-can't-explain look that comes with

"OOHH..s**t..that's kinda long..huwwaat happen?!!??"

honestly..I don't know :D

ang alam ko lang..masakit magmahal..

ok..ok..no bitterness..please :)

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may naisip nkong concept ng

video presentation..

thanks to HIM and to him <3

ok..so much for randomness :D

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THANK YOU LORD.

GOODNIGHT CREATURES .

Break down these walls...

Dear Lord,

I thank you for giving me the opportunity to serve you..

I may have been unworthy of it..still..I was given the chance..

Oh God I pray that I maybe given also the courage to continue serving you..

despite the hardships..persecutions..and the likes..

Amen.

random thoughts are on my mind right now..

as a believer of Jesus Christ ..I should not be like this..but I am :(

I know this is one strategy of Satan to divert my newly-revived-being..

I don't want to turn my back on HIM again..(Lord,help me)

status: weak (needs to be fed by HIS word)